I want to move on to Step Three of my plan, but judgment surrounds me. I am home all day alone, and I judge. I am with a group of friends, and I join in and judge. It is tiring, all this judgment. As I have grown and awakened, I’ve realized more and more there is no room for judgment in my life. Why is that?
Over the last month, I have come to understand Oneness at a deeper level. When we judge anything, we are just looking at what we see with our two eyes, not with the eyes of the Spirit. When we look with the eyes of the Spirit, we begin to see differently. We pray differently.
No longer is it “I forgive so and so for doing such and such”. We begin to see the depth of the other’s beauty and realize, they are not their body. They are something infinitely more beautiful. Christ is within. It is like the greeting we did at the Agape House with Mother Charlotte. The Christ in me honors the Christ in you. It could be said many ways—the beauty in me honors the beauty in you. The underlined word is interchangeable with many words, words that invoke Love, peace, and joy.
We relate to our body experience to such a degree that we have lost sight of so much beauty. When we let go of our body and see, we realize we are all part of the Ocean. I am using this analogy because it seems at this time like the easiest way to explain.
So, I am one little drop that might splash out of the Ocean for a moment, but I still am part of the Ocean. It just feels that we are separate for a moment.
As part of the Ocean there is nothing separate, just Ocean. That is why when we are angry, critical etc., we need to extend forgiveness to ourselves. We are just ONE. However, more about forgiveness later. That is Step Three in Theresa’s Plan to Save the World.
When we see someone being a bully, it is a call to Love.
I think we get confused at what that means. It doesn’t mean you allow the behavior to continue, but it does call for us to ask Spirit, “What is it this person needs to hear? How should I respond?” An action of Love teaches us of Love and moves us closer to Truth. It is not about fixing the other person; it is about fixing us.
For years, I tried fixing others because I wanted to feel better. I would think, “If they were better, I would feel better.” I would then hear a buzzer go off in my head telling me that iI missed the mark. The mark, I have learned, is not about fixing others—it is about fixing ourselves.
Life is so much less stressful when you say to another, “Let you do you,” without trying to fix the other person. This also leads to better relationships. Without the poison of judgment, relationships can thrive.
Thank you for your time. I am so happy to be back to writings. Namaste.
Note – Love and Truth are capitalized in places because I am not talking about truth or love from an ego expression. It is Truth and Love from our Divine Self.
Theresa Contaxis 