In the earlier part of my journey, I would beg, Take this away from me; Do that for me; and the famous, If you do this for me, I will do that for you. I am sure, Source/Divine/God had a great chuckle. I did not want to take responsibility for myself—I just wanted everything I perceived to be wrong to just go away miraculously.
I have been talking about responsibility directly or indirectly quite a bit lately. I wanted to share a song I heard awhile back that sadly rang so true. It's called "Cookie Jar" by Jack Johnson, and it's a song about something we all have done one time or another—play the blame game.
We need to examine our stories and emotions that we repeatedly get caught up in. Work at getting to the root cause behind your stories. Why did you react the way you did? What was happening at the time? What has happened in your childhood that might of triggered your reaction?
We are co-creators, and we cannot run or hide from that responsibility. How do you want to create—in the image and likeness of God or in the image and likeness of Screaming Mimi? Those are the only two choices, Love or fear. That is always our choice and our responsibility.
Theresa Contaxis 